I think a lot of my current emotional problems may be alleviated by forcing myself to be a morning person again for a little while. This can't happen working nights, I really did try to go straight to bed when I got off of work but it's just impossible.
I don't belong in Tucson. I wonder if people who spend most of their life livng where they were born are happier overall than people who spend most of their life living far away from where they were born.
I feel sick and I'm pissed off. I just wanted to be left alone and I come home to everybody hanging out in my room and fucking around on my computer, all because Dave needed to stop home to take a fucking shower even though he's just going to go get wasted and smell like shit anyway.