Yeah, so a year after being diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer my grandfather died this morning ( Read more... )

I am so unbelievably happy right now, I don't even know why... I'm listening to my chemical romance (the best fucking band ever) and I feel so fucking happy, and I wish it was friday and I was going out to drink, cause that would be the best. Gahhhh.

I hate being so attached to someone. It's not healthy. I need something to do, somewhere to go, I'm going insane in this house. I'm going insane in this life.

Oh sigh. I hate these dumb little stuck up corn ball club hoping coke sniffing wanna be black white kids who complain cause mama wouldnt lend them the car for the night. I wanna fucking pee in your dumb little cunt eyes... Live in your big ass fucking house with your supportive family, A+ grades, three car garage and fucking bitch about things ( Read more... )

whats up niggahoes? I got back from seeing the used/the bled/the bronx... I went with my bro,andy,richie,adrienne,mike and some other peoples, I saw erika there and I got my MCR CD back lol. Well, the show was fucking awesome, the bled were great, james has the dopest voice... the used, well, theyve been my children for over 3 years so I obviously ( Read more... )

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep?
Lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary
we could lose ourselves
and paint these walls in pitchfork red

- My Chemical Romance

Yeah, so I'm here watching some gay movie, Chris just left, my brother's asleep on the couch... Oh great, I cannot wait for my mother to be bitching in the morning about him staying here and not at her house. Well, one good thing, I made reservations for vacation today. Yay. I leave on October 8th, muah ha ha ::screech of happiness:: Yeah, um, ( Read more... )

Everything is once again right with the world... I got back from the most awesome vacation on Tuesday. Chris picked me up from Amtrak and I was at his house up until tonight. I miss the summer, I miss everyone being able to hang out :'( I miss drinking. And I have a feeling things aren't going to be the same next summer, everyone's getting older ( Read more... )

I feel like a fucking loser emo bitch for complaining again but eh, I can't think about anything else... Still no word from Chris, just f**king great, right when I think I can't take anymore here comes something new just to fuck me up. Right now what I need is to hang out with some funny people and drink up, it's pretty sad how drinking always ( Read more... )