find my new journal.

p.s. i was the first one to have a "worked up" "so sexual" journal.

ha.

these ones are my favorite.

[-] work sucks.
[-] school sucks.
[-] i have no best friend anymore.
[-] i have no dog anymore.
[+] one day of crew.
[+] more sleep.
[-] distance.
[-] people.
[+] just_random.
[+] B in math.
[-] wishing for so much shit.
[+] library with ree.
[-] borderline D in latin.
[-] the cold.
[-] stomach problem.
[-] my life.

today was the first day i actually wanted to take angel out.
and i couldnt.

                                              Let's hold back the "I'm sorries."
                                                       You were the best there is.
                           I'll just keep telling myself its for the better.
                                                                       I love you Angel.
                         ( Read more... )

This week has been draining ( Read more... )

I shouldnt be up. but i am. i have work in about 7 hours. i havent even taken my jacket off since ive been home and ive been listening to the same fucking song for hours now. im lame as shit. and suck mega ultra bad. i dont know what to say without just blurting it out. im sick of being sad, then happy, then sadder than i was before. im sick of ( Read more... )

dis·trac·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (d-strkshn)
n.

1. The act of distracting or the condition of being distracted.
2. Something, especially an amusement, that distracts.
3. Extreme mental or emotional disturbance; obsession: loved the puppy to distraction.

[+] i have my lisence.  fuck yeah.
[+] and i drove to crew myself this morning. (and didn't die.)
[-] i havent seen you since New Year's.
[+] but i talk to you every night.
[-] i ran 3 miles in 27 minutes this morning. im so slow!
[+] i've done all my homework in all my classes all week.
[-] i miss you terribly.
[-] i really want a sub from mr. jims right ( Read more... )

and i was too excited to sleep on the night before christmas eve, only becuase i knew the next morning i was going to get you. and i went a week without your kiss or your smile. and the funniest thing about you being gone was that when you were always here, i seemed to want to hang out with all of my other friends some of the time, but when you ( Read more... )

he's coming. he's coming. he's coming. he's coming. he's coming. he's coming ( Read more... )