i am nothing but a crutch ( Read more... )

i'm fucking tired of the same fucking bullshit over and over again. i just wish fucking people were out of my life so i wouldn't have to deal with them.

lift up the self by the self
and dont let the self droop down,
for the self is the self's only friend
and the self is the self's only foe.

anyone around the long beach area insterested in participating in this protest let me know, i need a ride and i will spang up gas money for anyone who will be able to help me and inocent animals out and give me a ride. below is what peta has sent me about whats going on march 10th ( Read more... )

there are so many shows comming up i wanna go to, it sucks not having a fucking car. well anyways i've just been fucking around alot and taking care of these damn mice. it so much easier to control 6 mice rather then 9 ( Read more... )

i might have internal bleeding or alcers (miss spelled?), which sucks coz my mom is gonna make me go to the doctors.

it's funny how a teenager breaks up with her boyfriend because she's a drug addict and threatens to commit suicide, when a 17 year old boy (born with a weak heart) playing ball with his brothers and sisters dies unwillingly to a heart attack in his mother arms. dont you see? life isn't a game, once your gone your gone.

i'm still having trust issues with people, and it's quite sad considering i see them close to me. theres always a doubt in the back of my mind that i cant help but notice. i can never believe what they say, for the fact that they dont prove it to me as much as i would like them too. i dont think i'm asking or expecting too much of them, it's just ( Read more... )

my mouse meth is going crazy.... i dont know what to do...fuck man! school is for those who have nothing better to do then learn...suckers!

i'd have to say this summer has been the best so far....not really the best, but preety good. i really need time to be alone, not anti-social alone, but single alone. i went from jonas to richard, richard to javi....and now i think i should really just chill out for awhile.

ANYWAYS

i love my friends so much. they're awesome.

IF ANYONE ( Read more... )