I haven't posted in forever, it feels, but honestly there hasn't been much to say. I still read entries from others. I think I'll get back to it though--the posting. I miss writing for the sake of writing. There are alot of things I think I'll get back to in the new year, as always, like everyone else. I used to be very cynical about new year's ( Read more... )

The last time I attempted to write an entry was a week before my birthday. Sometimes it is hard to simply feel the feelings that I feel and not try to resist the anger and frustration and guilt, disappointment, confusion, pain that comes along with some of these things. I'd been writing about Luther and about Moses, the guy I'd met not long before ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while, so there is much that could be said. My cousin moved in with me this past week due to some crazy drama with her roommates. It's a story I'm tired of telling, so if you wanna know, you can contact me...otherwise i'm not going to retype it for my own fun. Friend stuff has been the same old same old stuff as always. Ups ( Read more... )

Tell me why I decided at midnight...MIDNIGHT on the day before I have to go to work to get on my elliptical machine and exercise for 40 minutes? What was I thinking? HA HA HA! Mmmm...life is good though. I so totally enjoy the time I spend with that boy. He's so funny and goofy and sweet. It makes everything else so confusing, but when I'm with him ( Read more... )

So I should so totally be doing something else right now, but I'm not so I'll write instead. So I think I kinda finally maybe learned my lesson about the freaking out about things thing. So I've been talking to this guy for the past few weeks or so, and things have been fairly good thus far. Anyway, we hadn't spoken really in a few days and I was ( Read more... )

Have you ever met those people who just can't let things go? People that you try really hard to be friends with despite circumstances, and they continue to treat you like crap? I don't know why I tolerate it. And I have and I do alot. Sometimes it's just my being overly sensitive that makes me feel like they treat me like crap, but sometimes, like ( Read more... )

If anything, I should be writing this paper that is due in 24 hours, not this journal entry, but as usual, my mind is occupied with the wrong sorts of things. I was slightly disappointed that he didn't call last night. I wouldn't have cared at all because I was sleepy as hell and went to bed early had other people not been calling me every 5 ( Read more... )

My friends jokingly mess with me about the whole me and men thing. It's really nothing big, just that I've talked to or met several guys who have expressed interest in me. So have they, so it's really not like I'm the oddball. However the current mr. man in my life has got my head spinning, and in a good way, I think. He makes me feel the same way ( Read more... )

It's nice to find someone who calls at night just to hear your voice, to make your smile, to say goodnight. it's been nearly a year since the last time anyone felt that way about me. feels good to find it again. and yet, and yet, i wonder is it enough. there are things that complicate these moments, feelings that have yet to be completely erased, ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a while. There's not too terribly much going on. Winding down the semester and all that stuff. Trying to make sure I don't lose sight of what I'm doing in my life. It gets difficult at times. I went to the world's lamest party with a couple of friends last Friday. I should've known better. It was Friday 13th, and it was ( Read more... )