- watch me sink -

a breaking in spirit, a breaking in promise, a breaking in me
how can i find the peace inside me, in a world i can see....
thats taking and taking all for ourselves, taking and taking
and its dragging me down, deeper and deeper
watch me sink like a stone
in a sea of selfishness,
where me is more and you is less

the vanity, it ( Read more... )

and this was the hardest thing i have ever had to do ( Read more... )

well this is definitely the hardest decision i have ever had to make in my life.

i did salvia tonight ( Read more... )

steaks good

soooo im workin. my job :/ its not really what i expected to be doing... lots of computer programming and such, but its a field of chemical engineering that i now know i dont want to do... and it also looks good for other jobs. even just learning the environment of a full time office job is a great experience and commuting and all... idk if college ( Read more... )

the past few days have been amazing.
this whole break has been great, i did everything i wanted and got to see lots of good people.
I got lots of cool stuff to bring back to school and spent actual enjoyable time with my family
I got my wisdom teeth out and im almost fully healed. I was on vicodins for a good portion of the break haha that was fun.
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came home Friday... since then hung with my boys and its been real good and relaxing ( Read more... )

i failed to mention that i got a co-op at a process engineering small company called new england controls. for those of you who dont know what co-op means, ill be working full time (in a job within my major) for 6 months in place of going to school. basically ill have lots of money and REAL free time. i cant wait ( Read more... )

this break was really enjoyable
i did a good balance of everything i wanted to do.
saw my family lots whom i missed very much, and saw my friends a bunch too. good stuff
i also got to relax enough and prepare myself for these next few weeks of hell school that are approaching. i gotta do well this time of year. god help me