KAT DOESN'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE.
Too much teenage angst. Not promising any change to that, butchya know.

If you want, add this not-so-mysterious person:
http://kat-muscat.livejournal.com/profile

Some of you, I've already done to humour insomnia. You win!

"now i must go. maybe call him. I DON'T KNOW"-kat
"do it"-jas
"you do it"-kat
"ok what's his number?"-jas
"shuttup!"-kat

God this sucks.
Why does he have to be so attractive?
Why!?

and there is smoke in my eyes and in my nose and i can't see and i'm so empty I can't even cry

In what way must I whore myself out for someone to buy me a rename token?

.. yea I'm serious.

i find my center in a cigarette.

In a nutshell, Scott called my folks. And he told them about his party and Saturday and I don't know what else. Then mum discovered how little vodka/gin/brandy was left and I went from a silly girl who couldn't take her alcohol to ( Read more... )

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SoIguessthebestthatIcandonowispretendthatI'vedonenothingwrong
!

I need some meaning I can memorise
The kind I have here seems to slip my mind

But you. But you.
You have such pretty words..I don't really wanna write a melancholy entry. Trying to find some upbeat pull quotes from my day ( Read more... )

So! In light of how little time I have left of being emotionally stable
socially fulfilled and
mentally healthy
I thought I would good to implement

Copping Mechanism One:Living in the past ( Read more... )