I wonder if we're all just an example of our environments. Our learning stages. How much is our own will? Is it all planned out, then we get here and fuck things up by our environmental situations? I think everyone has a sort of inherit disposition ( Read more... )

My patience...fuck my patience. It can really hold massive floods. I CAN take alot. Sometimes, man, sometimes....it takes too much out of me ( Read more... )

mephisopheles is not your not name.

In response to a friends LJ post which read this ( Read more... )

Nevermind.

Everyone wonders, some more than most. In my case, it seems not so certain ( Read more... )

Wow, what happened to this thing. I used to be crying, updating daily, gathering my thoughts for the day that I might write in here. I had nothing to write as usual today and decided to graze through my friends on LJ to see what they're up to ( Read more... )

Thinking outside of my self. I decided to plague myself with Terry Drugen's dilemma's. Why? Because I fear he's on the edge to grasping. I sometimes think that his whole consumtion of the outer world is too much to take. You can't save everyone. I think he loses it sometimes in the middle. His own responsibilities and his life catch up ( Read more... )

Okay. I give up ( Read more... )

Heading out of Amsterdam we stayed here for 4 days. It was nicer than I imagined. The hotel was nice in location but rather hellish. Steep steps, changing rooms and an overall unpleasant scent. The breakfast was redundant.

We're headed to Antwerpen. Then, back to Paris.

gotta go