happieness is only an illusion, are we truly happy with the lifes that we live.

my mind is in an elipsis...

this is a day when life is black and white, the world is white, and i am black. Things all together just make too much sense. I am what i am as the days bring change. Do i know who i am anymore than what others know of me. I guess it is hard for me to come to terms with myself, but i think that lately i am figuring things out ( Read more... )

My mind has been so haywire lately. Just constantly thinking, in a rapid sense. At times it becomes overwhelming, but then again i am comforted by the new things that i seem to learn(on a more personal level) about myself ( Read more... )

Work today was off the hook. Well it was really enjoyable untill it was 5 min until it was time for me to go. This lady comes in, jenky as all  hell lookin. Long scraggly hair, that looked like it hadnt been brushed in months, the classic red flannel, ripped, cut, short jean shorts, and boots. She comes up to me all in a tizzy, "hey where are them ( Read more... )

why is it that humans are so emotionally inclined? Lately i just dont know what is goin on, i get all these crazy feelings, that i have no control over. Sometimes my feelings are just so overwhelming. I just want to know what to do with these thoughts i guess, i can not put them in my pocket, or wrap them in a box ( Read more... )

i want to find "my" diamondback pony, that one that brings a twikle to my eye. Fills me with nothing but happiness, no feeling that i should cry.

First of all, i have not updated in forever. Things have been pretty crazy for me lately. I just moved back home, and i cant say that i have anything to complain about right now, it is quite nice. Life on my own was awesome, but then things just got too crazy for me. I am really disapointed in a couple of friends right now, and i dont know how to ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. art:
   I gotta have the art in my life, wheter it be nature, fine art, or just crazy architecture in this world. I love it all too much.
2. friends:
   Friends are the best, what would we do without them, i dont know what i would do, that is for sure.
3. humor:
   With out humor i would be living a cold life, and thats no fun. I love ( Read more... )

Stuff has been pretty shitty lately. I feel shitty. I guess i just feel more hopless than anything. I am way sick of my parents nagging the shit out of me, they make me nutz. I was thinking man summer is gonna rock, i am goin to get a break from my parents, be able to do things with friends, and mainly just be able to relax. Thats not happening. I ( Read more... )