Time goes by so fast, i dont understand, i cant even begin to fathom the rate at which my life is changing. It is unbeleivable. I guess i have just been doing way too much thinking lately, its not a bad thing i guess, i am just more aware of what is happening in and around my life ( Read more... )

today is another day for sure.

if i were to get married (im not) i think i would want a wedding like this...


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i really dont feel like updating, but i had a really good weekend. i went to k-zoo to see some buddies, and it was nice. i also got to see the moms play and that was pretty much amazing, just hearing them play, it has been so long. it was just wonderful. k-zoo is pretty damn crazy i have to say, but i liked it for sure ( Read more... )

yesterday was a nice day, i pretty much spent the whold day in my room but i liked it, i accomplished alot of things. I worked alot in my sketchbook, that always feels real nice. I read the book the giver yesterday, damn that is a good book. i havent read it in like probably 6 years, but it was way good. It was an easy read, but had an amazing ( Read more... )

lately ive been a dreamer, delving into a world that is not real. i like that, is that healthy? i dont really care at this moment, i am happy and content with myself. that is what i strive for in life more than anything. i would hate to grow old and not have contentment, whos to say i will stay content for very much longer, but i sure am enjoying ( Read more... )

so yeah today was really really nice. the weather was awesome, cant ask for anything more in january. it was like 50 out and it was sunny, i really needed that. i went skating today it was really nice, then headed over to the skatepark and there were a lot of people there it was enjoyable ( Read more... )

Meghan looks like she's about to pass out but she was fine. Soaked, but fine ( Read more... )

i havent updated for a long long time. i really think i like writing in my personal journal with pen and paper alot better. i have been writing my morning pages again, every morning when i get up i do 2 pages of stream of consciousness writing, its really nice. its weird to go back and re-read what i write, and see how it interacts with my life. ( Read more... )

yesterday was one of the best days i think i have ever had. I didnt do anything too extensive or exciting, but i was content. I did alot of walking yesterday and that was nice, i really like the coldness lately, it makes me feel more alive, and aware of my own presence. Plus it is so dang pretty outside i cant stand being indoors. I dont know what ( Read more... )

Happiness is only an illusion. We all strive for that treasured prize, will we ever find it? That thing that makes us content with ourselves and the life that we live. Being able to walk without any feeling of doubt that hope is on our side.

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