So I'm not really sure why I still write in this thing because no one ever reads it...but what the heck. I don't want to blog on myspace because it seems as if everyone would read it. whatever, I don't know ( Read more... )

So I stayed at school this weekend, and I'm not so sure that I liked it. I think it was mostly because Emily, Britt, and Vanessa all weren't here, and life is so sad without them. I mean, there's half of my closest friends at school, gone! It's so depressing. Anyway, this weekend has been really lazy, I haven't really done much of anything but ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my 4th Onething experience, I have to say, this one may top them all. I'm sitting here listening to the new Misty Edwards cd, which I have to say is my all time fav. yes folks, this even tops Jeremy Camp...it's so intense, so deep, so unashamedly transparent. It's like when I sing these songs I am opening up the deepest ( Read more... )

so I'm home for the next 3 weeks (i've been home since saturday). so far so good...however i get really bored really fast. i'm so used to having people everywhere, always able to find someone who wants to do something, not to mention living in downtown minneapolis where you can do just about anything you can think of. BUT, One thing is in only 8 ( Read more... )

Wow...there is so much drama on this floor that it cracks me up. That's the one thing I don't like about Christian college. SO much drama! And there are so many unspoken social rules. It's pretty much a load of crap. Luckily, the girls on my floor are amazing, and our brothers are pretty cool too. there are times when you can step outside of ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get frustrated because life is so hard and it seems like I never reach the point of just resting. God is always pushing me to something more and stretching me and taking me outside of my comfort zone. Sometimes I get tired of it...but then I think, If I wasn't constantly growing and being pushed to new levels then I would just be ( Read more... )

So I really don't have much to say except for Jesus is absolutely amazing. I didn't know why he sent me to NCU, when people asked me why I came here I didn't know what to say or how to respond because I wasn't really sure. I just sort of ended up here. But in the last week he has really shown me his purposes for being here. FOR SUCH A TIME AS ( Read more... )

Let's just start about by saying that I'm procrastinating on my leadership paper. I know what I want to write but I dont know how to start it and I dont know what else to write. So i'm just not writing. Too bad it's due tomorrow. I have 2 hours to finish this paper if I want to go bowling. Although I won't really be bowling cause I don't have ( Read more... )

Do you ever just need to talk to someone and no one is there? YOu are surrounded by people and yet you just feel so alone. The people who truly understand you are so far away, they don't even know you are hurting because they can't see. You seem to have lost sight of the God who loves you because you've fallen into the crowd and you can't see ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit here and I wonder when this will ever end. I wonder why God allows me to go through all these hard times. Yes, I know it is growing my faith and strengthening me and making me more like him...still I sometimes feel lost. The thing about God though, is that he always finds a way to speak to me in the midst of my despair, his voice ( Read more... )