It`s been a couple of days since i've last updated but I rarely find time for online anymore. More so I just don't really like it so much recently. I dunno, a lot has happened ( Read more... )

So i've sat around my house for a total of 5 days because god hates my gut's for whatever reasons he has. Being sick honestly blows.

Tonight I can't wait to get out, I don't really know what I`m doing but I know my plans consist of Steph and that's all that really matters. :-D

Love also makes absolutely no sense whatsoever and either does life. I ( Read more... )

Oh boy, here it goes again.

I don't like writing in here anymore.

All I've come to say is thank you Billy Joe Hare for having my sweet 16. It meant the world to me and
you did a very good job at making me completely suprised. I had no idea. I love you so much. xoxoxo

**Thank you to my amazing boyfriend too, and Markafur.. you guys were great**

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Happy 4 months sweetheart!!!
It has been the happiest 4 months of my life.
I love you soooo much.

XoXoXoXo

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I don't know what it is I'm supposed to say or do. We get like that and the only thing I know to do is just keep quiet and let things blow over. I hate fighting with anyone... you, my family, or my friends- no matter what I just try my hardest to let everything go back to normal without having to cause a bigger scene. I don't even know anymore ( Read more... )

So again i'm back in one of those stage's where I hate everything and everyone and life is just a huge disappointment ( Read more... )

I want to be able to hold your hand when i`m hurting even if were only friends ; instead of having me hold someone elses because it`s you whos causing the pain.

I`m just a girl, standing in front of a boy..
asking him to love her.. <3

Its been so dark for so long now a new light has come along, illuminating all, so shut your eyes.
I won't tell ( Read more... )

Falling down so fast. I cant believe this is happening ( Read more... )

Take my life.
No seriously.. just take it.

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I will die with these thoughts and feelings.
I can sit there forever and you'll never be
able to see behind my fake smile.