alright so its beeen a while. im bored so i figured eh why not. well i jsut found out my stupid summer reading assignments which sucks. umm water polo is good. i like it a lot.man my life is kinda boring. o0 my brother comes home in 13 days!!! i havvent seen him for 2 years thats exciting. appearently my dad bought a house in utah. so thats cool. ( Read more... )

so..i am alone. literallly. its kidna nice. but sucks. i dunno hard to explain. but basically the past month or 2 in a nutshell. i was really exited for my brother to come home from school. because him and i are really close. so he gets home. all hell breaks loose. i forget everytime that when he comes home the whole freaking world revolves around ( Read more... )

Hey there love let's get to catching up ( Read more... )

my life is a rollercoaster. and im not really diggin it right now. one minute something great will happen. then all the sudden BAM! something terrible happens and it sucks. ims starting to think bad luck is following me. right now i wish i had someone that cared about me. preferribly a boy. thats it

you think I'd learn from previous times good things dont last forever. so in a nutshell highschool has been the shittiest times of my life. lets start with friendships...... got stabbed in the back quite a lot. lost all my suppossed "best friends" . a boy i was seeing told me he loved me but then a few weeks later said he lost interest because ive ( Read more... )

word to the wise: dont tell someone you love them if you dont. thats it.

why do people have to be so mean. it doesn't make sense to me. life is too short to be a bitch. i dunno i guess i just got so tired of people being rude, talking shit, blowing me off, telling me they love me when i know they dont. ah people are so frustrating. love is stupid. i hate it. thats why im afraid of it and i reufse to say it. thats it.

this week has been somewhat decent...coulda been better. but it was an improvement...boys are and will remain confusing..things are gettin better w/ the friends. ive been talkin to jenn and britt and mel more. its good. i like it. i miss the old times. well thats it. im now off to hang out w/ my most adorablee cousins! im out!

i hate people.
i especailly hate boys
i really hate boys that are dating you and then date your best friend
i hate best friends that date the guy your dating
i hate people that blow you off
i hate criticism
i hate fake people
i hate lies
i hate liars
i hate life
fuck it
and fuck you...

life is go0od. im pretty comfortable with it. things arent always great but you get over it. people at scho0ol are always gonna suck. friends come and go, friends suck, and sometimes their good. gotta put up with the bullshit and get over it. other then that theres a few people i love more then anything. u know who u are ( Read more... )