years later I find myself thinking about you..

every old band or song reminds me of you

I have never felt this numb before. Ive lost everything

I'm lost as hell. I dunno what I have gotten myself into ( Read more... )

i find myself reliving my freshamn and softmore years over again. something i never wanted to do but i simply cannot escape the wrath of myself. by far this is the worst week ever. im falling behind in school. i dont know what i want to do with the rest of my life anymore. i went from so sure to prob another statstic. i got my ipod stolen. that ( Read more... )

its funny that boys that play guitars can win my heart....

I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm glad i have nothing to do with any of the people i used to hang out with. not like it was easy but made life so much easier. the only problem is some keep trying to get int he picture and its tearing me apart. im really trying to stay away from the people that have hurt me so that i don't risk going through it again. but its s0o0o ahhh! i cant ( Read more... )

tough week. and its only tuesday. i wish that someone would stop playing with my head and make up their mind

i wanna quit water polo. its not fun anymore. its kills me and its soo much bull. hard work wil get you no where. favoritism will. thats it

school has started. basically i cant wait for it to end! not that it is bad. i have matured A Lot in the past year and a half and i realize that this high school scene is not for me. but i will go into this new year with a positive attitude in hopes that i will be in utah or going to citrus next year. so ya we bought a house in utah. that means i ( Read more... )