me ben and althea moved out of the house a couple of days ago and we no longer have to put up with hippy's bullshit. yet i'm still going to miss my room because i had total artistic freedom, the walls were a good way for me vent out some of my problems. i'm just glad i'm out of there and i don't have worry about getting arested fo r beating the ( Read more... )

something sad happened the other day the gun bong my favorite bong in the whole whide world is now broken i'm going to try to fix it but it probably won't hold water ,thats pretty much whats going on here oh the world sucks but you already know that (whats the point) thats what someone said to me and now it makes sense fuck it what is the point ( Read more... )

hey guess what i got my heart torn into peices but its ok i stapled it back together and now i'm doing just fine , ok i'm not, this sucks i'm starting to think theres something wrong with me. i fuck everything up or maybe it wasn't me this time . ifell for the ssame thing again with the same person, how stupid can i be. she said she felt bad the ( Read more... )

hey its been awhile since i've done this and probably be along time till i do it again ( Read more... )

whats going on i haven't done anything to this in along time probably cause i don't have internet anymore ( Read more... )

work kinda sucked not to bad made 47 hours this week so my check is going to phat. just chillin at chickie's house because she's so much fun ( Read more... )

today sucked just like the other day and the one before that. this job starting to piss me off. i better get a raise and a damn good one. i'm getting good hours though,but thats the only good thing. i need to sleep,but i can't its a curse. ian tells me i'll sleep enough whene i'm dead. then will someone kill me so i can finally get some sleep. ( Read more... )

it wasn't better it was worse.....please shoot me ,get it over with ( Read more... )

today sucked so bad.i went to work like always and as soon as i get there ( Read more... )

Used and Abused
alone in the dark
turned of the lights
to hide all the scars
no one is out there
no one really cares
its as if they all just disapeared
wanting and waiting for someone to call
as society CRUMBLES and starts to fall
LIFE is ending
APOCALYPSE is here
everythings DEAD
still i shed no tears