It seems like I am innately lonely. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting friends, meeting new people and having people around. My lonely switch flips to 'on' without warning and I am the quietest person in a social situation. It's as if I held a party and I decide to back out last minute. Not voluntarily. Abducted, pretty much.

I hate it. It's as if I ( Read more... )

Cue periodic word vomit.This past week has been horrible. Actually, horrible would be an understatement. Cue everyone around me asking why??? 왜?? 为什么?? Well, it doesn't always have to be ONE thing. It's actually EVERYTHING.


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I contemplated writing this post for quite awhile but I figured it wouldn't hurt to enlighten a couple of people about this job. Being pretty new (keyword 'junior'), I'm sure my words/perspective will differ from what you've heard. Furthermore, every crew has a different story and experience to tell. There are so many things you can do, my friend, ( Read more... )

Inspired by fixmypapercut (hi sweetie!), I decided to have a post to conclude the year 2014... or 2557 (s/n: I recently found out the Thai calendar is that different). Choosing to revive this LJ now (after 2 years) is making me question my priorities, seeing that there's 2 assignments waiting to be done but I'd rather type about my feelings (???).

I can't say ( Read more... )