fuck shit

[wouldyouliketon]

i have to say that this is the shittiest i've been since i've been over here. i go t into a huge fuckin arguement with my mom this morning. she just gets under my fuckin skin sometimes, it's like nothing i say matters. so i told her to never talk to me again. and i meant it

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[anonymous]

i like it when you're open like that.
that makes me sound odd, doesnt it?
like i'm feasting on you feeling bad.
but it's not like that. when you open up, you say a lot of interesting - and honestly, beautiful - things.
and it makes me open my eyes.
i wish i knew what to tell you.
we always realize things long after they've left us. and it hurts. but thats life. fucked up in every way, but we learn to deal with it.
you have to deal with it.
you can't just give up. giving up can't be an option for you right now. i wont let it be an option for you.
because you've got so much more life to live. there's still so much left in you.
and you know it.
everything will be ok. i know this. i may be overly-confident and a bit over my head, but i do know that things will eventually be ok.
hang in there. please.
miss you.
natalia.

[wouldyouliketon]

it's ok, you can feed off my pain as much as you want. lol. but yeah, i'm trying to be as honest as i can in these posts. and don't worry, i believe you. this will get better, and i'm not giving up. never going to happen. because you won't let me, and that's why i miss you so much.
much love, comin from your one and only gio.
miss you more.