As I was wondering through the dense forest, I came upon an old castle, it was crumbled and broken, yet it had such an aura of mystery. We explored around the grounds and found a spot to lay a blanket down. As we watched the sun set and read our books of mystery, I had one of the best never never land trips taken. So on it went this never ending ( Read more... )

Another day in the time warp. I feel so tired I don't even know what day it is. Working two jobs will do that to a person I guess. Misconceptions about reality and life always seems to take me out of my world and sets me into a nevernever land. I'm beginning to think I like the never never land the best. Time doesn't exist, I do, time does not ( Read more... )

My day is always the same, yet I am aware of it, and I do try to do the unexpected at every opportunity I get. The people here think I am crazy because I always say or do something outrageous, I don't care because all the things that take place during the normal day is routine, we get up , we get ready, we drive to work, and then we do the same ( Read more... )

Today is my 37th birthday. I remember well my birthday last year, it seems like it just took place a few days ago. I am not as happy this year as I was last year, my whole attitude is different. I'm not sure if it's for the best or if I have taken steps backward. I am comfortably numb. I'm not sure how much longer I can continue to not feel. I ( Read more... )

I'm going down, the demon has me, his tongue is wrapped around my ankle and he is pulling me down into his bottomless pit. The vampire with her dark shining eyes and liquid hair looks down at me and smiles, she puts her hand out to me, and I reach. Now she has me and is trying to pull me back into her world, I do believe I like her world best. Do I ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I stepped into this room. It seems I'm lacking the ability to write anymore. I put in for a job in SLC, I did get a call and an interview, now all I have to do is wait. They said they make there final decision today, so patient I will be and spin my spells at the same time. I don't want to think about it cause things work ( Read more... )

I am numb, can't feel anymore, but I'm thinking this may be a good thing. Recent events have made my life hectic, and I am just tired of being anxious all the damn time. It's not even worth mentioning the drama that goes on in my daily activities. My job is going well, I do like driving 30 min to come to my own office and play on the computer all ( Read more... )

Nothing is real in the make believe world I live in. I hate it when I have to step out of my make up and into reality. But it happens every single morning. I still have this hectic un-organized life style. I am moving again, need to find a place before the 31 or I will be sleeping in my car. But that always builds some kind of character. I have had ( Read more... )

Feeling rather together today. I hate going on this ride. One day it's up then the next day it's down. But it's a HIGH up and a really LOW down. I need an in between. I have to move again. I am going to be living alone. That will be a new experience, alone in a foreign country. Can't get more exciting. Brittany will be heading back to Utah as soon ( Read more... )

It's happening, I feel like a star about to go super nova. Everyday more shit comes down on me. I don't know how much longer I can take this. I'm hangin on by a thread. It's like I'm taking steps forward but just as my foot reaches the next step it falls out from under me, and what's below me? Nothing. I should just shut up and let what ever ( Read more... )