So I remember the days I would spend typing away on this journal, that was back when I beleived there was some force that kept the enemy from pointing at you and in big capital letters spelling out FOOL! That was back when I beleived you could save the world one person at a time, back when I can recall smiling not bieng so difficult. I don't have ( Read more... )

I read a post from a dear friend of mine but just a second ago. He called me Laurenzo... For some reason that old nickname of mine never sounded so good. What is it about people that were apart of your past? Why do the ones you love the most not get to be apart of your future...or your present? My ex boyfriend called me the other day...Ben, yet ( Read more... )

"Do not indulge your ego with the expense of your soul ( Read more... )

Trying to spent time just Listening....

So much has gone on this past month, so much that I am not proud to say I have partaken in. I have.... I feel... Words really cannot convey these thoughts. Why does this journal seem so childish? I would pour my heart out, holding nothing back. Now, I seem to hide everything. Aimless that is a good word...yes ( Read more... )

I think about your face ( Read more... )

~Moments, time that is gone in the blink of an eye, in a glance, a stolen kiss, a connection, a blissful memory. I have so many of these. Lately I have been trying to hold on to "moments." I find myself just closing my eyes and listening to what is around me. I thought the summer would find me and cover me with radiant sunlight and peace. It has ( Read more... )

I just had the most meaningful moments I have ever had in my existance. I spoke the only words that will hold a candle to eternity. I have had a spirtitual revelation/life changing exerience once before, that being the summer before my sophmore year of high school. I can barely speak, thoughts are in abundance! I went out driving to clear my head, ( Read more... )

After having the conversation I just did, I feel better. Reverse psychology, never fails to get aid in retreiving answers that would normally not be given. Although nothing that was said I didn't already know. You are right my feelings are gone! Hearing what I did, makes it even that much more meaningless. It puts it all into perspective, like I ( Read more... )

Wow, today has been one of the craziest days I have ever had. My day went as followed ( Read more... )