So I haven't updated since 2007. I wonder if anyone on my friends list is even active anymore. Maybe this is something I should get back into. I've looked back at e-mails from 2004 and beyond. Wow ( Read more... )

"The rules are easy, just post 6 things that recently made you happy!
Then tag 6 people to post this meme on their LJs.
Everyone needs a little happiness once in awhile."

I can't think of 6 things i'm happy about. bah. Sorry Rhi.

fuck! i have this whole blog written out and this damn thing deletes it! UGH ( Read more... )

RULE 1 Life is not fair - get used to it.

RULE 2 The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3 You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice president with car phone, until ( Read more... )

Ok. Here is my 1 fucking guidline ( Read more... )

  Alright, I know you've all wanted something in your life. Put yourself as being in love or pretty fucking close to it. How do you make yourself just not want that anymore? Or at least stop it so it doesn't make you go absolutely crazy. I need to stop my feelings without pushing this person out of my life ( Read more... )

Drama last night. Got home at 6:30am because my friend's boyfriend (now ex) threw a firecracker at her (in the house) so we left his house and he drove after her and josh in her car and I was driving josh's truck following and ended up getting on the side of her car by the gravel and all and rammed into her car. Mind you this he was drunk and is on ( Read more... )

August, 2007 Bizarre and Unique Holidays ( Read more... )

I'm getting closer and closer to downing a bottle of zoloft in hopes to raise my mood. It's just I'm torn by a guy who doesn't know what he wants and I'm absolutely 100% crazy about. And a guy that would give me what I want/need in a relationship, that my friends seem to like...But I want to get to know him more, and i'm still hung up on Erick so ( Read more... )

Warning this is going to be sad emo and depressing ( Read more... )