Life's starting to feel like same shit different day again.
Winter needs to end.

sick of life IT SUCKS

Nothing much going on, Just working. Going to shows, playing shows with Under Anchor. Its pretty sweet ( Read more... )

NOT RIGHT NOW BRIAN!

I'll keep this one short and sweet.

Life is the worst
Lies are the worst
Money is the worst
Cars are the worst
Tangled hair is the worst
Melted snow is the worst
And everything else about the world and the people in it, and how accepting they are of the way things are "supposed to be" just makes me want to quit living in general.

I find myself alone
Despise the flesh I own
This mirror cuts deep
Here I go again, staring at myself.
Why cant I accept the image I reflect?
I've become the enemy.
Judgment plaguing me with insecurity
These mirrors hate me.
Why can't I just accept myself?
I will never accept myself.

Nothing noteworthy to report in my life ( Read more... )

Am i funny anymore?
I cant remember the last time I made someone besides kyle callert laugh.

I'd like to think of myself as a fairly decent person, so why is it that I am the only person my age that struggles with poop stains over 70 percent of the time?
I have lost faith in you.

Sincerely,
Derek "skidz" DiBella

I am parked at the elementary school across from her house, listening to the rain pound against the roof of the car. I feel dislocated and ghost-like. I am a cadaver bored with its own funeral. The painkillers are making it difficult for me to concentrate. The streetlight to my left flickers for a few moments and then deserts me. Ash gray clouds ( Read more... )

So living back at home sucks ( Read more... )