Ive come to the realization that I will never be where i want to be, and no matter how happy the people that are close to me make me everything else in the world always balances it out so I'm not ( Read more... )

Kyle Callert told me that he is a self acclaimed bisexual, and could see full on homosexuality in his future.

so im moving back home.
im really excited to be working at cottage inn again.
im really excited to have my old friends back.
im really excited to have a real bed to sleep in.
but after a week or two pass im sure ill be right back where i started and want to leave again.

work has been cool ( Read more... )

i developed some odd habits ( Read more... )

i just got a new job ( Read more... )

I dont even know why i have this thing anymore.
maybe i should just buy a notebook and write down how i actually feel at the end of everyday.

I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading, I try to forget you as you forgot me
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbye.
Summer is miles and miles away, no one would ask me to stay.
And I should contemplate this change To ease the pain

And I should step out of the rain
and turn away

mail me something
i havent gotten mail yet, and ive lived here for like over two weeks
3236 N ridgeway, Chicago, IL 60618

i have so many things i want to say, but so little rewording can be done to not make me sound like a fucking pathetic loser, and or whiny little girl, but since i could give a shit less, and have no shame... here i go ( Read more... )