All my life I've wanted to be a well-balanced person. I've tried to enrich both the left and right hemispheres of my brain. I've tried to read books, plow through math problems and become proficient as a grammar police officer in order to get that left hemisphere going while I've done all I can to appreciate music, pictures and other shit in ( Read more... )

The following nonsense was inspired by the hodgepodge of weird stuff my blockmates told me today and the own weird stuff I thought of while waiting near North Gate. Please forgive the incoherence and...just forgive it okay?

Sometimes while going through things and taking them for granted, you find something you want to hold on to.

Sometimes while ( Read more... )

Stupid band aid on my middle finger is not making it easy for me to type so please forgive any typos I may make. Damn stupid cut, I figured it would be all okay by now but apparently not.

Just finished watching the Non-Stop Cheerdance Competition on TV. UST was pretty good although I'm no expert. I even saw Katherine Cadelina for a few seconds ( Read more... )

I don’t even know why I’m writing this. I’ve done pretty well about keeping quiet about this for about five years now and I guess…I don’t know where to turn to anymore. No one really understands, no one can help so I’m just putting this out for the world to see and hope that maybe I’ll feel better afterwards ( Read more... )

It seems only yesterday that I was writing about my first day of school...but thanks to the wonders of the trimestral system, here I am, writing yet again about my first day of school.

It wasn't what I imagined at all. I never expected the stupid DO sportsfest to be so exhausting that my muscles were still aching even TWO DAYS after it. My profs ( Read more... )

I feel a most un-Ava-like urge to giggle. Which is ridiculous of course, I don't giggle. I am a manly, uh, person and manly persons do not giggle ( Read more... )

For some reason, our computer is screwing up. Right now, the top part of this update page is almost completely illegible. Oh well. Better than no Internet like last week. But last week we had DOTA to keep me busy. Damn, such is the life of a pathetic stay-at-home fat ass loser like me. Hehehehe. Well it's fun anyway ( Read more... )

What Your Dreams Mean...


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Confusion time hits again. Uhmmm, why exactly did this little situation land in my lap like this? I just said I'm not in the market for anyone right now, right? So what gives? This is the LAST thing I need right now. Okay so yeah, I've been bummed out lately, I've been complaining that I don't have any friends left since my high school friends don' ( Read more... )

It's almost 9:00 am. I've been in school since 6:30 am. My RELSTWO final is at 10:30 am. Yes I know the numbers don't add up. I've been mindlessly wasting time here in cybernook for over an hour. I spent about an hour and a half reading alone on one of the benches in front of z2. Yes I know I lead a sad life. I'm actually hungry but I don't feel ( Read more... )