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Sigh sometimes I just feel so must resentment towards my husband. I feel like shit about it but it just hits me like a freight train & I get so angry. In breast feeding & would really love to go to the movies. I wanna see the hunger games as well as the avengers. He organised his mum to babysit so we could go to the movies & I had to choose one or ( Read more... ) -
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Told Harley that I was feeling really down & he said he thinks it's because of the neck pain I'm in & how tired I am. I think it could be a big part of it. I forget how much pain can mess me up. I snap quicker, don't have the want to do anything other than sit down with a heat pack. I've been trying to keep up my exercise regime but haven't been ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm feeling ok today, mood isn't exactly what you'd call 'up' but it's not down either. My mum took lex out to healsville sanctuary for her birthday so that was nice but I'm a little pissed off about the birthday gift mum brought for her. Mum asked me for ideas for lex and I said batman Lego, she really wants batman Lego. Mum says 'oh so ( Read more... ) -
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So I don't post here much these days, been busy. But I just needed to get this out. I'm depressed :( it sucks I don't think it's pnd it's probs just d I guess, not that I know the difference really. I feel numb to most things, I can't be fucked doing anything, I feel anxious when I have to leave the house & get changed a thousand times, I don't ( Read more... ) -
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Arrgghhhh Alexis has a cough and really nasty sounding cough. I am so pissed off because my dad & his gf, Cathy, came over for dinner the other night for our birthdays and she was fucking sick!!! I didn't really notice it until after dinner when her voice got super croaky and Harley asked if she was sick and she played it down all "oh I should be ( Read more... ) -
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Things are good, fable is the cutest little thing & she looks so much like Lexi when she was a babe, which I will take as a good thing cause she is pretty damn cute too. I may be bias though hehe. I am a little tired but she is a great sleeper so I can't complain too much, her only issue is wind pain which gets her screaming and it's a little hard ( Read more... ) -
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so am currently in the middle of a mini breakdown. I didnt get a lot of sleep last night so i guess thats not helping my emotional state, but this morning lex wanted to hop in bed with me and have hugs and i said no because fable was in bed and i didnt want to fall asleep and have lex hug her too much cause of sids and all that. So she was pretty ( Read more... ) -
Rant about boobs
OMGEEEEE my boobs huurrrttt!!!!! They are too huge for words and super sore, can't even hug Harley without flinching away. Makes my ribs hurt, back ache & puts me in a generally grumpy mood. I just can't get over how big they are, I am stressed about the bridesmaid dress, I can't really leave the house cause they dont fit in my bra, I gotta go ( Read more... ) -
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So am home from hospital with my little girl Fable Gene Dungey. She was born at around 10.30pm on the 27/9. Which is a little funny because not only is that harleys little brothers birthday but it's also the date I figured out to be my edd, the scan date said the 1/10. I thought I should put a few deets here before I forget them!
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Had my first bh last night ever, boy did it give me a fright! Lucky it wasn't on because Harley feels sick today and that would have been bad for u's both. He is currently out mowing the lawn which has made him grumpy, so now I know lawn mowing = grumpy. Which really is fair enough because he isn't well. So now I feel bad cause I am in here ( Read more... )