i must admit i havent realy stoped to think about everyhting thats been going on. but i can not imagine life anyother way. there are a million diffrent ways life can go, but none better then this way. i truely can not be happier. all the peices just came together and fit so perfect. i want to say something meaningfull but instead im just rambling.

a curve in the road is not the end... unless you dont turn
-a sign at school-

im in school right now. for class we had to go, just go, and print out this one paragraph thing on what we talked about last class. i just wrote, i think it sounds good. well it was what is human and last class he gave us a list of things that are human so i wrote a paragraph about "being human is" imagination ( Read more... )

life is going extreamly well for me, as long as im let to do my own thing(meaning my family) things with kaitlyn are wonderfull. i feel good, i feel happy i feel confident, strong, acomplished. like im doing realy well. but this weekend my family went away, my brother had a football camp in syracuse. he was nice to me on return, and happy, i like ( Read more... )

i dnt feel like wrighting everything i just wrote on myspace again. i dnt feel good and i dnt want to get into it. kaitlyn had me go home so she could be alone, i dnt think she said i love you, its not her fault ( Read more... )

its taxing trying so hard to hake my Ma happy. i dress differnt, i act different, listen to different music, just to try and make my mom happy. and i get called a brat. all i get is negative feed back, i eat out as little as posible- "you eat out alot, you must have alot of money" im milling around the kitchen- "wow school is alot easier then when ( Read more... )

im not your typical guy, or person for that matter and i has its advantages and disadvantages. im very happy with my life, i know the fiture will be hard but i think that it will be good for me. i dnt like to break from my comfort zone but im gona have to learn to live with it. no matter how hard things get i could not be more happy, because i dnt ( Read more... )

iv decided that love is like liquor for the heart. once you start drinking you just cant stop, next thing you know you feel like your on top of the world. sad most times you end up with your head in the tolet. it can leave a hangover, but eventualy you find some one that will not hurt you and makes you feel intoxicated for the rest of your life. ( Read more... )

what gives my ma the idea that she can guilt me into going to church. i work at one, and had some studing to do, im just taking a break now. but my brother is home doing "homework" more like watching tv. he started in giveing me that, well you dnt work till 1 you still could have gone to church. if my ma is any example of a good christian than you ( Read more... )

im srry i just have to coment, im so tired of this bad rep goth kids get. and no one is actual goth anymore,(exept that one girl in hot topic) but i just watched a video for lamb of god, in the video they have a) hot girls in extreamly very tinny short skirts (and i grrrr a few times) b) they are at a little girls birthday party and destroy ( Read more... )