You never know what you until it is gone...right? Right, I seem to find this out the hard way...over and over again. What happend to living happily ever after. My home burned down Sunday morning and we lost everything. My dog "Big Mo" stayed until we were all out safe, he wasnt so lucky. Poor guy, I loved that son of a bitch. We are staying with my ( Read more... )

lets see what is going on these days.....my mom, aunt terry, and kamie came up for a little less than a week. it was really good to see them but really sad to see them go. I miss my mom so much and when she left, it was hard. My grandpa always used to say  "if you have enough friends to fill up one hand when your my age, your doing good. I dont ( Read more... )

Facebook sucks. Got a job offer today making 10 dolla and hour. ah fuck this, cant even type right now.

Humid like a mother. like breathing through a hot steamy towl. that is what i was thinking this afternoon when I went on the back deck to smoke a cigarette. Its weird being around all the navy fucks. swap deck this, smoke deck that, first class, shipmate, jesus age christ its confusing. Kamie has a really cute chocolate lab puppy named Vinnie. I ( Read more... )

I am in jacksonville, Fl for a couple a weeks. I think it will help me get my head back in order. My cousin and I went to Miami for a few days to chill. We stayed at the Embassy Suits which was pretty nice. All it did was rain though. Im also gearing up for my mom and aunts visit to asheville, I have a strange feeling this should hectic be  as a ( Read more... )

what I did was for me and my best interest. i was just watching after #1 one. were both happy now. cant this just die ( Read more... )

Today UPS is suppost to drop my new clothes off at the house. Im excited. Lets see what I got, 3 pairs of shorts, 3 polo's, 2 t-shirts, flip-flops(im not a fagot either). Yesterday was fucking gorgeous. It was about 80ish outside with the sun shining. Willy, Ben, and I sat out at the pool all day, drank beer, swam, and got alot of sun. I havnt ( Read more... )

So, lets see what we got goin' on here. 4 fucking Nascar Coca Cola 600 Tickets. Im there. It is 11:54pm on Sat. Night, and god damnit, I love it. I went to Lowes Motor Speedway last night with my uncle John and my buddy Paul. It was pretty cool, we parked his truck and set up my portable flag pole. Atop that flag pole was a American Flag followed ( Read more... )

I have not wrote a journal entry of any kind is a long long time. It seems that now days I really dont have much to say. I just look around me and see negativity everywhere. I just am so fed up with everything these days, so much to the point I cant even begin to think about what to write in this entry right now. I quit my job for a reason I though ( Read more... )

Please understand ( Read more... )