shit. thestart and the faint are coming in november. i think apryl told me another band was coming. besides cradle of filth? who was it? well yeah. i wish i had my car so i could not depend on other people for rides. other people who probably cant even go. ill figure something out. this hot guy kyle wants to drink. and hes um. hot. and eddie called ( Read more... )

so i finally saw party monster. macaulay culkin is such a babe now. sadly i saw so many aspects of myself in micheal alig. me and stephanie got drunk last night. we went to the mall and jordynn was there with those icky boys. and um. we got free food from malissa. it was such a good pretzel. um. yeah today we got drunk again. we saw eddie in old ( Read more... )

yeah the show was good. really good. except for stephanie leaving, and me standing completely still the whole time. lol. moshing is just not me. sorry. um anyway. we got pictures with some of the bands. it was cool. apryl was taking forever taking a picture. so i got some extra groping time in. thanks apryl. even though i was so nervous i was ( Read more... )

yesterday was kind of boring but oh well. i was a loser with text messaging all day. me, apryl, stephanie, melissa, jordynn and morgan smoked pot. um yeah. than we all went our seperate ways. me and apryl went to alex's house. we just listened to music and talked. than abby and chelsey called to dye abbys hair. lol i think they think me and ( Read more... )

yeah. what i remember of last night was funny, and some parts really fucking sucked. like oh lets see, michelle going to jail for dui. but its happened to us before, so i know its not going to be anything too serious, unless her mom beats her or something. but before that was really funny. like telling melissa, "ill knock out all your teeth so you ( Read more... )

are you named after anyone: a character on tv my mom thought was hot ( Read more... )

youre heart is served cold. youre sights are set in perfect stone, and when you go you go alone.

and when you stand youre on your own.

i believe, this is heaven to no one else but me. and ill defend it as long as i can be left here to linger in silence
if i choose to.

yesterday i hung out with stephanie melissa jordynn and andrew. we pretty much just got stoned. we got invited to a party but i didnt want to go. when we were driving melissa home my mind started to wonder, and i thought of something that was completely depressing. i know it wouldnt make sense to anyone, so i just kept it to myself. me and melissa ( Read more... )

mmmmhm. yeah. stephanie picked me up after school yesterday and we just drove around and went to different thrift stores. i stole a scarf. do you love it? we saw eddie at the mall.. that was thrilling. we were sitting next to the alleycat waiting for something to happen, someone to call, someone to walk by. then this guy walks up to us and says, " ( Read more... )