Tonight for the first time I've realized a part of my life that was missing. It was like a puzzle piece that never was, in other words I never recognized it until now. Alone. Thats how I feel, not really depressed. Even though we all have our moments. But just the fact that no one really cares. For instance a phone call can be taken in many ways, ( Read more... )

Life has been so wonderful. Exams are almost over with and I can just sit back and relax. God really is an awesome God, he's taken crazy care of me. I was reading my Bible, studying for a exam for Tuesday, and I came across this. It just spoke to me in so many ways. "Beloved, I urge you as aliens and strangers to abstain from fleshly lusts which ( Read more... )

I am doing well, school is almost over and it seems like I might be finishing up with some good grades this time. I just need to keep up that extra credit and study hard for the last three weeks. Tomorrow will be where I start pumping up the over loads of studying ( Read more... )

So I wrote this girl on my space asking if she wanted to get a coffee sometime. No response for about two weeks, so I'm sending her this. "So for about two weeks now I've been waiting for a response on the coffee comment, and I know that just sounds silly. I mean I should have better things to do then wait for someone to write back right? So I just ( Read more... )

Okay so V-Day is coming up. It's the day where all us singles are reminded that love is in the air and that love does exist just not for me (or other singles). I don't hate the day, because it's the day the Lord has made. Today I laid in bed thinking about why I'm still sinlge. Of course Jesus has a great part in that, but also I'm just plain ( Read more... )

So if it was possible to put my thoughts in a glass jar, you know the ones that you would find holding a old pickle. Or maybe a jar that would hold smashed up fruit that would over time turn into jam, I think that my thoughts would be clear as day. And not the just woke up, open your eyes and it hurts day. I'm talking about the first sip of your ( Read more... )

So I heard something from tv that was so true it was funny. The set was a guy and girl watching some teen tv show for example Dawson Creek. And she says man this is horrible. And he response with saying whys thats? And she says, they (as in tv land) are just making up problems so to distract us from our own real life problems. I found that funny ( Read more... )

No help what-so-ever! I hate math, every time I think I get it, it's like another rule just pops up. It's driving me crazy.

The long nights finally got to him as he sat in his favorite chair. Some would say he would risk anything to just keep his chair safe. Slowly wiping the black sweat from his brow, he drifts in a cosmic day dream. Another night, more blood shed. Not enough justice could fix his pain he had to enduel every hour. Cross my heart, I promise to find the ( Read more... )

Chuck Norris doesn't wear a watch, he decides what time it is. And he's telling me it's almost time for work :-(