i just got out of jail. i'm officially a hardass.

long quiet drive home with the person who magnifies everything i'm lacking in my life. and i gave up on everything we'd tried to feel for one another. and i felt so small. how did i get to be so empty?

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so i know none of you care, but i'm uber bored ( Read more... )

so i met this guy last night and he gave me 4 coupon things worth $10 at world market, only they're not so much coupons as gift cards, so i bought $30 worth of candy today including turkish delights, which i found out were a real candy. and for all of you who are like me and spent your entire childhood reading the chronicles of narnia and wondering ( Read more... )

see, this is why i don't date. this is why i don't get into relationships. because of the sad that sets in........

today, it got really dead at work at around 2:30, so linzie the bartender devoted this grace period to getting me trashed. hearts to her. then, i got home and my sister's friend asked me to go buy her cigarettes bc she's under age and she had a coupon for $5 off 4 packs. she offered to give me a free pack for my services, and although i don't smoke ( Read more... )

i woke up with my right eye being very red. it's almost impossible to feel attractive with demon eyes.

i gazed at the boy of my dreams from afar. then, upon closer investigation, found out that he's too good for me. drats!

the only things that i'm sure of lately are the things that i hate. everything else is clouded by doubt. i just wish that i could find something that i'm sure of.