i donno whats goin on in my life anymore but things have got to change .. i realized today after a short talk with mark while sitting in garretts new car that iv gave up on everything its nto liek i dont try to get what i want anymore its more like i dont even want anything anymore like i have nothing to fight for but that isnt true everytime in ( Read more... )

yaaaay christmas .. im goin back to sleep :P

god damn seriously the last few weeks have been so great partyed alot went to some shows hung out with a ton of my friends. ok there was a show like on the 22 of nov. which was awesome ,like the next friday we went ghost hunting and partyed later that night which was great, partyed hard like the second i think and it was awesome ended up ( Read more... )

hmm not much as went on lately just the norm. work drink a little and talk to my few close friends . ahh things seem different lately made a few new friends and started hangin out with old ones more again which makes me all warm in side lol oh well yeah my friends mean alot to me most dont know that tho ( Read more... )

well its been a wile since i was in this pit of hell lol . ahh things have been looking up i guess this summer was awesome and bits of now are the same. i have a feeling things are going to get alot better. i desided what ever there is between me and some people needs to go away like i mean i dont hate anyone theres some people i would reather not ( Read more... )

i hate journals lol but im bored and was lookin throught em and tryed this thing BBrutalRRevolutionaryAAltruisticNNewDDeviousOOrderlyNNerdy
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
and i donno if its right but it kinda is :P hmm im bored everyones gone and im stuck here for another 4 hours lol well i donno what to say um.. goodbye

found this on journal and i was bored so ( Read more... )

well i was talkin to liek 4 peopel on and off tonight and all of a sidden within 30 min they all got off lol talked to nathan tonight first time since he spent the night thursday me and him really need to get our plan in to action lol he was the first to leave tonight b/c his mom made him then carlita got off so she could go to sleep then ( Read more... )

well my plan hasnt taken effect yet .. didnt get to sleep till like 1 today and like 12:30 yesterday and like 2:30 the day b4 lol all in the after noon .. so i havent gotten to get up and out much but i took care fo somethings i had to lol.... well my sisters new baby came home hes so huge like a 13pound 11 ounce newborn .. already can wear 3-6 ( Read more... )

when i say that work it means so much .. i know you may think im talking about a broken heart or somthing but im not ... its 12:35 and this days done been so strange ... i truely feel broken with every meaning of the word. i got home from work at 7 am and sit around like normal,ended up watching a movie and i fixed up my pool stick some .. then i ( Read more... )