I just got back, and i guess i'm fine. Fine as I was ever going to be anyway. Guess I found some things while I was away. Inner peace, or something. There aren't really a lot of people who read this journal, but I guess it still seemed the fastest way to let people know I'm back again.

Whatever that means, right? *smiles*

i'm worried about Amanda, Tamm. i know that she has other people who are close to her, but i don't really know them yet and... is it really possible to feel like i've hardly had anything to do with her even while living in the bedroom across from her ( Read more... )

Out of hospital today. Staying at Eridanus for a while. Everything hurts, but that's what the pain killers are for.

Umm, thanks everyone who lives here for letting me stay here again.

goodbye.

I made an effort to step out and make amends today.

Oh god. I just found an lj of the girl that... the girl... someone that I had sex with. And she's talking about me.

I thought I was doing okay. I thought... but it's never going to go away. People aren't going to forget.