I can't seem to sleep, even though I have a test at 8:30 today. I'm just worried about my hair. I know the back is destroyed & I don't know what I'm going to do for graduation if I can't find a hair style. Just once I'd like to like my hair in my pictures. I've had a hate/ love relationship with my hair my whole life. For what ever reason, my hair ( Read more... )

I only have two more tests of my undergrad college career...it's crazy, there are times when I didn't think this would happen, nights I stayed awake,wondering what was it for. But now I know. I'm a better more insightful, intelligent person because of college. No matter what happens, I am knowledgable, therefore I am strong.

It's my last week of college. Last night I went out with the squad. We had fun, up to our usual shenanigans. It'll be the last time for a while. That saddens me. That was the time I was chillin with my friends laughing, eating, enjoying myself. A causal friend told Ariel that Kendall was dating the both us. I know that's a dig at me. I don't think ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of college classes. I spent the first few hours chillin with john & Jennifer, eating & watching tv. Then I came back, brushed my teeth, and thought about what a crazy fours years this has been. I think I'm down now, this is too personal.

Crazy how fast college has gone. Best experience of my life. I have learned so much, I'm a better person because of college.

I would give anything to be in love..

Today was a great ass night because I was hanging with my friends. Yesterday I was so sad & today I feel like I can accomplish anything. It's hard for me to say because Mariah was the other half of my soul, but I may have three best friends. I hate calling someone best friends. My whole life Mariah Green was my best friend, and when I lost that ( Read more... )

They keep asking me what's wrong. How can I articulate the loneliness I feel? It's a large gaping hole. I worked on my eulogy today. I really hope that's my future. I'm tired of the false platitudes. Yes, you used to be as lonely as I, but you aren't anymore, you can't conceive of how I feel right at this moment because your reality is different ( Read more... )

Will you not recording

Ok I'm done