I am the bastard child of Dionysos and Apollo raised with a life of reason. I now rebel against this reason. I took flight from my life burning all my possessions of who I was, decidedly making way to forge a new life out of nothing. I drove past the cities and into the wilderness, leaving the shelter of my car only once I was left with no ( Read more... )

I don't know if it this time of the year, or if it the fact that my life is becoming more involved with my past, but I realized I have been a terrible person. I am a conceited ass who doesn't care about anyone but himself. I have done terrible things to people, and have been too arrogant as of late. There is nothing wrong with self-confidence, ( Read more... )

My life is what most would call dismal, but I would not give up my existence for theirs

I never loved you, I was just using you to let me know I was still alive.

I find it better to run away from my problems than confront them. I think everyone can agree that is the best course of action.

I have not been self-deprecating enough lately.

Blood courses through my body as I run from the place of our masochistic mystery. We were once lovers; our pain was one with pleasure, together we were complete: you were the pleasure, I was the pain. Our story was a time old tale illustrated best by the great master de Sade. You caught my eye, I could not help but thrash your body to show you ( Read more... )

So the end result is that I am a terrible person

To the driver of the Black Lexus who saw we riding to work today:
Thank you for the encouragement while bike riding. It was nice to see someone honk and give me a thumbs up as opposed to simply harassing me. You helped make the ride better.
Thank you

Some people attempt to rationalize death. These people are trying to rationalize the irrational. We know that everyone dies, but the reasons people die are unknown. Some people turn to religion and hope with all their hearts, pray, that there is a reason to death, but we will never know. We will never know if religion is real, but worst of all ( Read more... )