i am a terrible person and a drama whore

If there was any day I needed to receive a letter, it was today.

"People say friends don't destroy one another
What do they know about friends?"
not my words, but they could not be more true

Ben tugged on the rope, he knew it would hold. The rope Ben had yanked is connected to a large boulder near a ledge on a mountain. He was alone, just as he had hoped. Isolation is all he had been feeling for the past few months, so he chose to enjoy nature as a final ironic penance. For you see, Ben had continually become slothful until he ( Read more... )

I only have confidence in my life when I am riding a bicycle.

Does that mean that is all that is real?

I tied her up and took out my knife.  Her eyes plead for me not to do anything; they begged me to put down the knife.  I wasn't going to hurt her, I do not think I am capable of harming other people.  Instead, I take the knife and puncture each cornea down through the lenses.  I hear a gasp knowing full well that I will never be able to see again ( Read more... )

    My eyes match my hands: both are red. I try to grab the fence enclosing the elementary school, but my hands just slip off. My hands barely touch the floor before they are pushing me off the ground into sprint. My heart is pounding as my future begins to fade. I have ruined everything. I have done something terrible, all I can imagine is ( Read more... )

I am staring into the barrel of a gun. This wasn't any ordinary gun, this was a shotgun: double barrel to be exact. I notice the trigger being pulled, before I hear anything there is nothing. I started running. I ran as far and fast as I could until I saw light; after that I ran even harder. I run even though my legs are exhausted and all ( Read more... )

40 miles... 40 miles I rode, towards the end I was barely moving. 40 miles is the distance I rode to get away and feel only my body. 40 miles is not enough. My life has too many ties, I have become too interconnected with bullshit. There is no way to remove the negative from my mind right now. Next week I will do 80, if that is not enough I ( Read more... )

I headed north on Mills Ave straight into the beauty of the mountain. I drove and drove without stopping. The road eventually came to an end, I had to choose a direction. I chose to go forward through the forest and up the mountain. I closed my eyes as I broke through the guard railing and left the ground I closed my eyes. In that brief second ( Read more... )