I didn't think I would ever feel this way. Through hurting and experiencing lonliness, I'm becoming more self-dependent, which I've never been before. Maybe its a step towards maturity...maybe not. Maybe by some grand design I have to go through this to become stronger for something to happen in the future. Perhaps the constant trembling and aching ( Read more... )

Tribute to the love of my life(  )

So, we're back together.
:)

some old and new summer pictures:)( here )

All of the 3 page apology/love letters, suprising me at the airport, making me a "welcome home Emily" banner, going into his room last night and it having candles lit all over the room and handing me a bouquet of roses&a heartfelt card, taking me out to lunch at my favorite places, absolutely sobbing to me on the phone for hours and hours per night ( Read more... )

Ashley & I flew together to Chicago then were layed over there for 4 hours then came here to Raleigh! It was so fun flying with her it was nonstop laughter I swear, especially when my skirt fell because I stepped on the end of it, and this old guy gasps and covers his mouth. It was hilarious ( Read more... )

So, I dumped Tony today.

So today me and Tony were supposed to go to Emerald Pointe but we couldn't, because of the weather ( Read more... )

the world is a ( drought )

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end of school, beach trip, beginning of summer 05
( new pictures )