You're just a let down. Another one of my mistakes. I never loved you anyway.

chicago it is. i love this gah damn city more than anything else.

i am so torn between moving to austin, portland or chicago.

im leaning towards chicago.

fuck it. i don't even give a shit anymore. good riddance ha!

I'm livin the dream and nothings gonna get this girl down.

this heart will start a riot in me.

the social anxiety is at an all time high. WTF. where is this even coming from?

in other news, i leave for Cancun tomorrow on tour. Then off to Panama City (WOO SPRING BREAK! SHOW YER BOOBZ!) then sxsw in Austin, then we start the AP tour. *phew* it's gonna be a long week.

i have started to give less and less of a shit. i feel almost entirely numb to any sort of emotion anymore ( Read more... )

Where did you go
Once lights went black?
Look what's become of me
I've come to love your disappearing acts
Do one more pretty please

Now the time has come
I just wish I could erase
All the damage done

best thanksgiving yet. I swam in the Atlantic (brr!), ate the best (microwaved) tofurkey dinner from whole foods and then rented bikes and rode them to see Bolt with 2 people I love. i love Flo ridaaahh beaches!

i don't know whats happening. but im okay with it. i think...?

i died my hair brown and mike kaminsky and i bought the best matching costumes today!