i really odn't know how much longer i can stand to do all this to myself...my best friend has practically fallen off the fac eof the earth..she obviously doesn't care becaz she really hasn't made an effort to make things better again so i guess neither will i...and then HIM my god he jsut likes ot hurt me on a daily basis, and if i could just stop ( Read more... )

You cannot quit me so quickly ( Read more... )

eheheehheheehehhehhehehehee i made an entry

woopsie i forgot about my poor little livejournal..i promise to write some huge entries sooon

well yesterday was a good day until my dad got a little noisy and got me all unhappy and made me feel likea lump of shyt. why do people want to bring back awful memories...just becaz they want to talk about them.how selfish is that? to just wanna know and becaz you won't say anything they torture you about it. whatfuckingever. and i actualy felt ( Read more... )

I could have cried out what I wanted to say ( Read more... )

nevermind that was gay of me and no one was an asshole i was just pissed ast first but no more, this is not that big of a deal, rather than turning this into soemthing it's not i'll just except i fucked up and got what i deserved, maybe we can still be friends but if not...oh well. i'm off to deleting or editing alot of those old entries.

i just got home and i'm so tired, i went to be at 1:30 last ngith and got up at 6:30 so i on;ly got five freakin hours asleep and my kneee is killing me i think i did something to it caz altho it's a bad knee it shouldn't hurt that muhc but at the beach i kept tripping and falling and carrying around little kids and playing wiffleball insuch i ( Read more... )

i just dyed my hair like red, like red head red not apple red. and i love it annie liked it too, i dunno about the rest of the world but i'm in love with it. like i don't feel so ugly anymore. it boosted my self-esteem like woah. i defnitely needed a change and i've wanted to dye my hair this color sinc elike february, so i'm wicked cyked if that's ( Read more... )

...how bout a better version of me...