Well this year has been extremely rough. My dad finally passed away back in Feb and last month I lost my job and i'm kind of lost and don't know where to go Annie has been the only ray of light this year and without her i'd be completely lost. Even so I am having some real struggles.

so with a heading like that you'd think i went out and did a bunch of really cool stuff. honestly i simply met the most amazing girl i have ever met and we clicked like i have never clicked before. Our first dad was Saturday January 31st. We had dinner at Chanosos an Asian fusion restaraunt in Windsor Ontario. Her name is Annie Li and she is ( Read more... )

well the trip up to sleeping bear dunes went great, lina, liz, karren and matt, and devon and brian all joined me. we had a fun time hit a few wineries, checked out several beaches, did the dune climb, and went on a few hikes ( Read more... )

"Your Love Is A Lie ( Read more... )

So badly right now all i want is someone i can trust and open up to. I haven't had that in so long. Early this year I almost thought I had that again with someone, turned out I was wrong. It would be nice if i could find someone to share myself and my thoughts with.

Heading up north this weekend. hopefully it will be relatively relaxing. thursday i will be stoping by my moms gravesite, it has been far to long since my last visit. looking forward to camping at the dunes and watching the sunset while sitting on the beach

i think i finally figure out what i'm doing on my birthday. it will likely be by myself but i don't care :) it will be a blast.

the weekend went well. I got a decent amount done on my car, got to see a few friends even my ex lina (and it went well)

getting ready to drive home through the crazy rain

1. drink a lot more
2. try a few uhm recreational items i never have
3. cut more
4. learn how to be an asshole (marcus and staci don't think i can do this one)

Goodbye
To who I am
Goodbye
To who I was
Goodbye
To dreams
Goodbye
To fears
Goodbye
To happiness
Goodbye
To anger
Goodbye
To our time
Goodbye
To the light

I'm so tired of this life. of who i am. obviously there is something wrong with me. I moved here to detroit back in october. I have made almost no friends since moving here. The few friends I have from when i lived here before are not as close as we used to be and the couple of people i started getting close to i'm no where near as close to any ( Read more... )