i feel like ( Read more... )

i really reaaaaaaaaally hate studying for finals. and they ran out of bawls caffeinated drinks at trudy's. sooo not happy... hate bio right now...no just hate the teacher. tear.

i guess it is just that time again. girl meets boy. girl realizes so many good things about boy ( Read more... )

did you guys ever realize how much concentration it takes to sleep sometimes? its not enough for you just to be relaxed or ready. if your brain will not shut off you just lay there...wondering all these thoughts, good or bad, that keep swirling back and forth in your head.

do you ever have one of those days where epiphany hits you smack in the head and you realize how much stuff that you have been worrying about and angsting about suddenly becomes unimportant? that duh...there is soo much more to life than the small microcosm that you encompass?

its just one of those days ( Read more... )

i just took a blissful 4 hour nap after chem. what a relief. i didnt realize how badly i needed it today. omg. there is actually blue in the sky! hi blue...i thought i would never see you again! hopefully we get some sunny weather soon ( Read more... )

so for once, i only have one class today at 3 so until then i decided to write an entry that is not filled with angst for once. this weekend, i wanted to so desperately go snowboarding but ended up getting a little wasted and a little high on life. so whatever. it kin of sucked but whatever. i will deal. and we cant even go snowboarding this ( Read more... )

i am definitely a little inebriated....hmmm......mthe peolple that i am with are binngs tinkng of stupid...wow...i caont even read what i am writing...why do they keep wanting me tolie down? thye are so silly....am i athien only one that is warm?!?!?!?!?!?!? no se......;hmm.... i wonder what i wi.ll think when i read this tomorrow morning....my ( Read more... )

i wish i had not started things with noah. i guess i was just hoping against hope that the karma train would not run me over for once. but i guess that is impossible. and now things are so awkard. i think the unwritten laws of dating were invented by satan.