Hey... no ones gonna read this so its all good... so anywho i was just thinking about the past year and how i'm already a sophomore in college which is uber creepy in itself. so much has happened over the past year that has just been pretty much mind boggling. Friendships have changed/ended... cliques have dispersed. Its all just really surreal ( Read more... )

so yeah i've been at college for like 2 months now... i love it... there are amazing people and all... its just that their totally different from my friends at home.. and sometimes i really miss the security of my NEPA girls... someone was always on a diet so i didn't have to worry about seeing all these fries and crap b/c i knew that someone was ( Read more... )

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY i havent written in this in forever... so yeah... life... life is good... i enjoy it ( Read more... )

so i was just on here fuckin around and i was reading some of my previous entries... holy shit i was really messed up... it made me realize how much i've grown over the past year... you know those "amazing people" i was hanging out with last summer??? haha yeah right.. i was being completely naiive and it really pissed me off... people kept tellin ( Read more... )

so ywah haven't updated in a loong time... things are the most awesomest they've been in a long time... i've been hanging out w/mike a lot b/c he's cool... i'm gonna miss laur... i'm not gonna see her for forever :( so yeah i love sarah jane i'm goin to the mall with her in like a half hour!!! i can't even wait for knoebles (i spelled it right ( Read more... )

am i a bitch??? i don't know... i never thought i was... and if i am i really don't mean to be... :( i don't know anymore i can't seem to get my act together i guess... i really thought i was trying to be on my best behavior... i know people haven't been talking to me but i'm trying to be nice and just give them time... this is starting to ( Read more... )

ok this is dumb... here are some quotes i found absolutely hilarious and you probably are gonna be like wtf??? its all from Paul Bettany and his career adn crap like that ( Read more... )

just a quick thouhgt...i am watching this really weird movie with mark wwahlberg called :the truth about charlie" and the girl just kicked him out of her room...obviously she never saw boogie nights or else she would be like i don't care if you might be lying i want to inside me right now.... yeah random thought for the dayy

god i don't even freaking know anymore.... life is about the experience...so might i make a few bad decisions...yeah who doesn't... people may be lying to me and i may be naive believing them... but you know what i have to follow what i believe... life is too short to wonder if i'm being taken advantage of for whatver reason... if i am being ( Read more... )

yes this entry is to confirm that i can be a total dumbass and asshole... last week i jumped the gun into believing things that weren't true... that was extremely dumb b/c i almost lost not only a prom date but a friend too... i'm sorry for that i swear i will get all the info before i start going all psycho hose beast. disregard the last real ( Read more... )