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this is bullshit. all of this is bullshit.

i want him to be who he was

its not fair

why do i have to be treated like this

FUCK!

hmm...yesterday night i got the new used cd...by far the BEST cd EVER....omg...soooo good....if you havent gotten it yet...then go get it...seriously. it was the best $10.81 i have ever spent. hmm maybe not EVER but pretty damn close.

today...me and ashley were stupid. really stupid. i got a sticker for my car. it is a bright pink volcom sticker. i ( Read more... )

i cut and colored my hair today....i like it....here it is....let me know what u think


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so tonight was awesome.....me and shawna hung out cuz she came back from her dads and we needed to hang out b/c we were having withdrawls from eachother. i love her <3we went to in n out then we met up with some of her really hot guy friends...it was awesome. wow was it awesome. then me and her friend jordan went back to her house for like an hour ( Read more... )

tonight was an awesome awesome night. like completly awesome. today me and kaylie went to in n out and ate and sat there talking for like.....3 hours. it was so much fun. then i dropped her off cuz i wanted to take a nap...but i didnt end up doing that. lol. then i went to dinner with my dad cuz im a fatty. then  kaylie picked me up (cuz i didnt ( Read more... )

ok...so i guess things are going ok...its getting a easier everyday...but yet harder at the same time. i KNOW that i cant have someone treating me like that...its not fair to me...cuz i did everything for that kid...anything he asked me to do i would do it. maybe that was the problem. maybe the problem was that he knew he could walk all over me. i ( Read more... )

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change

why do you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
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Fairy tales never come true

Judies are black in full bloom

And i died in the womb

Take back, all thats gone

its all still there like you left it

december stayed the same

nothing ever changed but you

ever dream civerd in dents

love cant fly tonight

couples will rest, i'll be sleepless

so cry yourself to sleep

this is about broken hearts

this is ( Read more... )