i am so tired of having to live up to these expectations of me ( Read more... )

what an unbelievable weekend ( Read more... )

i wish i could say "sorry, it's my first year in college." and that would be a valid justification.
but it's not.
and i know it as hard as i try to fool myself.

i have become a terrible role model.
now what?

so you know i pretty much hate the phone. well, at least you do now. sometimes i will spend a long time writing a text message just to avoid a phone call, which are usually pretty efficient anyhow. "wutcha doin? let's meet." or "i'm hungry. let's eat." or "sorry for lagging." i prefer completely impersonal aim convos (actually IMs get pretty crazy ( Read more... )

it's all a sham. the organized, put-together facade doesn't work to fool myself. i just end up disgusted at the way things are again. the way i've managed to let it get so bad. it seems i'm waiting for Him to do all the work for me so when things are all better, i can admire His handiwork. knowledge proves to be useless without action. i've got to ( Read more... )

as sad as i was to leave LA, i am quite pleased to be in berkeley again.

here's what i did over break:

- ate mucho yummy food.
- played like a madman with eunice&yoonee. shield life parties & sleepovers & Pearl. rofl.
- spent quality time with the family. bowling & movies & LACMA & dinners.
- finished the Macke jigsaw puzzle & Angels and Demons ( Read more... )

if there were a limited supply of fun in the world,
i'd be taking an unfair share.

ohhh, how i love LA!

//edit
garden state = WOW

i'm home! *beams ( Read more... )

i have been playing SO much.

* the crazy bday party for elisa & michele
* after-kaso formal partying
* pledges' crossing
* lil sisses' crossing
* NOT SO SILENT NIGHT

here are some pics. brace yourself for lots of asian ppl. click and ( click )

12.01
happy 18th, f-able! you make me laugh & i'm super glad you're part of our lil sis class. too bad bout our failed lotto ticket mission, but cheers to good times ahead!
12.05
happy 21st, roy! since NH you've always been awfully mean & bossy while lookin' out for me. so thank you. too bad those 3 years don't mean a thing to me. ahha.
12.06HAPPY ( Read more... )