im so exhausted. physically and mentally. i cant do this anymore. im stressed, im depressed, and i wish i could fall asleep and never wake up.

i feel like shit.

i cant believe she died. shit is crazy :( i saw her last week.  i fucking hate this world

me and steve are dunzo but he doesnt know it yet. i cant break up with him ...yet. where am i going ( Read more... )

im soo good at stalking. i should be in the fbi or something ;)

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ......................... im bored

i cant believe this..........its over.

i think this is so funny. like everything me & erica talked bout the other day is like..happening ( Read more... )

ugh im soo bored so i guess i'll update this shizzz ( Read more... )

im never eating again.

so much has changed. its really crazy to sit here and think ... wow for the rest of my life i am taking care of this child. its a lot to deal with emotionally at such a young age. i now know why they say dont get pregnant this young lol. hes such a good boy, i am truly blessed. i have no problems with him so far, and i couldnt ask for him to be any ( Read more... )

im getting really depressed. i dont knwo if this is normal or not or becuase my hormones are to shit now, but i cant handle anything anymore. i have no temper anymore, if someone pisses me off i flip out... like this laddy at burlington (who was a douchebag by the way) was being a bitch so i fucking yelled at her. and my dad was like "you have ( Read more... )

i think its really pathetic when someone tries to compete with you.... being pregnant.
kinda sad. seriously, having a baby inside of you is no competition..... and if your gonna try and "out due" people just because youre a bitch, then you are lame.

just because my ENGANGEMENT ring is bigger then your stupid little promise ring that means nothing, do ( Read more... )

i am so happy to become a mommy ( Read more... )