Well it's been a while but don't worry I'm still alive if not well. Things are crazy busy and stress is like a second skin to me. I feel overwhelmed and am not sure at all what the hell I'm going to do with my life when I graduate, like what if I don't get into grad school? Oh the possible answers! I have no idea what to say about my love life. ( Read more... )

Wow, my life is going on and on with no sense of direction and its not bothering me! I'm in this place right now where I don't care what my life holds in the future because I know that I'll figure it out!The boy situation isn't solved, but did anyone think that I would figure it out? I excited because I'm going to graduate in may and I'm going to ( Read more... )

Well I can honestly say that this month is almost over and I don't remember it passing so quickly! The start of my month was devastating and hard but my friends here helped me more than the probably know. Now I'm just stressing out about everything that I have to get done before November 15th ( Read more... )

So the weekend was an eventful one. Girls Night was absolutely fabulous! I'm so glad that everyone came and had a great time getting drunk playing cards and even when Thad decided to come over and crash the party still went on. Its funny how only Thad would really come over to Girls Night and play card games with a bunch of females...must be his ( Read more... )

Ok so this week went on for days, I never thought that it would be friday and then it was! Had so much fun at Sarah Lemma and Jessa's for Shawns b-day. It was a much needed break from the daily grind that has become my life. So men are such a problem I'm never sure which one of them is the one I want to be with enough for me to want to do something ( Read more... )

Well things on the home front are well and good. Things with school are stressful and I feel bad that I haven't had time to talk to the people back at home, and I hope they understand but most won't. I've been trying to decide if going abroad next fall is possible or if I just shouldn't go and stay here. I just don't know, I really want to go to ( Read more... )

I think that it's just a little to late. I've been doing a lot of thinking about boys lately, I try not to because they all annoy me but these two take the cake. I'm over it I'm over them, well at least one of them the other one is a little harder to convince my heart and my mind that it's no good to just wait for him, I mean what if he never gets ( Read more... )

Well it's the second day of classes and hopefully they go better than they did yesterday! I already feel overwhelmed, and they want me to graduate in the spring..lord help me! Anyways my day wasn't that bad, but it was stressful, at least the morning. I spent most of my afternoon sitting outside the mountainlair people watching while I waited for ( Read more... )

Well its the day before classes start, and I don't think I'm actually ready for this to be my senior year! Things this summer were nice, no friends from home bothering me because I never answered my phone, and just work work and more work. Another awesome thing is that an old friend from high school that I seriously haven't seen since we graduated ( Read more... )

Well I've been home two months, and to tell you the truth I'm just not in the right frame of mind to be here. The person that I want to see more often just doesn't get it, and the one person I am always with moved to Columbus,after all that the only sane one I have left is at work and school everyday and we only hang out to work out. I miss being ( Read more... )