so i went out to talk to some high school students about queer issues - i was there last tuesday and then again today - these kids were so amazing (not that they werent afraid that if someone gay talks to them that they are hitting on them) but amazing in the way that i wanted to come back and talk about it more. they shook my hand and thanked me ( Read more... )

i want a cigarette - I have been up and out since 1030 and have had two so far.
but i want another. i have been trying to use will power for the last hour or so.

feeling tired
from doing nothing
over and over again.

I think that i might be getting sick ( Read more... )

i am really blessed
she loves me even though my mood swings are getting more extreme and more often
she laughs and i cant help but laugh with her - her laugh and smile are infectious.

i had my first presentation last night - on my own. i think that it went well and i am going to try to keep it up. cross your fingers for me.

i also think that my pms is getting longer and more extreme. poor jen

so i am having some christmas presents dilemas

there are so many things that i want and i cannot make up my mind which she will like better

i love scheming

and surprises

These are the "Most Wanted" Corporate Human Rights Violators of 2005

CATERPILLAR

CHEVRON

COCA-COLA

DOW CHEMICAL

DYNCORP/CSC

FORD MOTOR COMPANY

KBR (KELLOGG, BROWN, AND ROOT): A SUBSIDIARY OF HALLIBURTON CORPORATION

LOCKHEED MARTIN

MONSANTO

NESTLÉ USA

PHILIP MORRIS USA and PHILIP MORRIS INTERNATIONAL (a.k.a. the Altria Group Inc.)

PFIZER
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so anyone out there who has quit smoking -I need help. I have been smoking for going on 6 years and cant afford it and dont want to anymore. any ideas?

thanks

i love j so much