i've given you all of me & everything i have to offer.
please let it be good enough.

so i got fired from dunkins.
except nobody told me, so i showed up to work today and everyone's all like "what are you doing here?"
and i was like "uhh what?"
and they had crossed me off of the schedule and so i called cheryl and we worked things out.
so now i am working 3 days a week (atleast until school is over). THANK YOU JESUS!
like, when i saw ( Read more... )

so i went back to school today. i was nervous, but it wasn't so bad.
i dropped my history class. when you drop a class, the teacher can either give you a W or an F. i was so sure that King was going to give me an F, but he gave me a W. Thank you, King.!
So, I am a little bit relieved that I won't have to continue on with that class for the rest of ( Read more... )

so, i'm not dropping all of my classes like i had planned.
i've been emailing my teachers, and the only class i am going to drop is history. king sucks, and is not a very good teacher.
this first year of college is not going the way i had hoped it would.
but there is the rest of the semester, and next year and whatnot to do well. and my plan is to do ( Read more... )

i'm still lost.
help me?

 Dad's been a royal douche bag the past two days. I know that he wants me to do well in my life, but he needs to understand that I am having trouble staying focused, because I have no idea what I want to do.
I wish he listened to me this summer when I told him I didn't want to go to college. then maybe I wouldn't have to be a stressed failure. ( Read more... )

i wish that people could be happy that i am happy. and not make me feel guilty for it.
i've watched everyone else be happy, and now this could be my chance - and i'm not going to let everyone ruin it.

i know that i need to make more time for my friends. and i am sorry if i haven't.
i feel like i've been going through a lot the past few months-and i'm ( Read more... )

well, i'm at my brother's right now. i haven't been able to go online because i'm painting my room over and whatnot, so my computer is not hooked up. how sad.

i have no motivation for school. it's so lame. i wish i knew what i wanted to do, so i could feel like i'm actually working towards sometinng great.

work has been really annoying. they are so ( Read more... )

so, the past few days have been great, confusing, fun, and so on.

on friday, sue quit during our shift. so i was there for like 2-2 1/2 hours by myself. and it was sooo busy. i wanted to die.

i've hung out with amanda a few times. it's been fun.

i could totally spill my guts right now, but i probably shouldn't.

ihopesomethinggreatcomesoutofthis.

aaaahhhh <3333
it's all i can say for right now.