physically and emotionally drained again today.
so tired of this.

it's getting easier for me to not like you so much.
i hope you realize what you have right now, and start to appreciate it-
or i'm going to have to find someone else who will.
:)

by the way, i went to the beach yesterday, and i have the worst tan lines. i was wearing a t-shirt, so like half of my arms are red, and the other is so so pale. ha. and my ( Read more... )

so me and travis aren't friends anymore, i guess. whatever. he's a hypocrite, kind of.
amanda did my hair today. it's got a bunch of blonde highlights in it. i have to get used to it, but it came out pretty good.
i have a headache right now, and i am waiting for a douche to call me.

i'm waiting to leave for work. for some reason i'm anxious to go. probably because i have nothing better to do. sharon better be working tonight-that way i won't be so stressed and having to do everything on my own. even though she takes 30 breaks a night. whatever. it's pretty hot right now. it's putting me in an annoyed mood.

i don't know what's ( Read more... )

things are pretty confusing lately. i'm getting back to the point where i hate everyone and everything. that's okay. i'm still figuring out who i want in my life and who i don't. i've been really missing sam and kait lately. i plan on hanging out with them as much as i can this summer. i've also been hanging with my cheekster lately. it feels good ( Read more... )

you are so annoying.
stop telling everyone things they don't care about.
and get a fucking clue.

so, he ended up lying to me. about a lot.
and sleeping with his ex girlfriend? nice.

you're pathetic and cruel. i was so nice and good to you - and i didn't deserve any of the bad things you did to me/behind my back.
i hope that you regret letting me go. i would have done anything for you, and i basically did.
thank you for being another lesson learned ( Read more... )

the past few days have been emotionally draining. i have become one of those girls that i hate.
boys can have a strange effect, i guess. but i hope i don't regret this.

tonight i am going to see my shamamfa. i haven't seen her in like months? how depressing. i'm excited.

what the fuck do you want from me?
i'm not going to wait for you forever.

school is almost over. i can't believe i've been out of highschool for almost a year.
so weird.
im so happy this school year is ending though. it's been kind of rough, and i'm ready to just relax.

so i've been stressing over this whole boy situation that i'm in. and i've decided, that it's not worth it. i'm tired of stressing for no reason. it bugs me ( Read more... )