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It's been a fucking nightmare. I dread being awake because of the pain, and going to sleep for the same reason. There is no win-win for me anywhere!
Work is finally back in full-swing, so that's nice. I was getting really bored. And I got my brush pants! <333 Actually, my momma's old ones, but they're huge so they have to get my ( Read more... )

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I...hurt....want to, die. ;.;

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Just dandy.

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Okaaaay. *inhales deeeeply.* I've calmed down considerably since my last update. I suppsoe I lost it a bit...but, sometimes that happens. Used to be so frequently, that no one even questioned it. It was just how I was. Anywho, I upset alot of people because of my last entry...and I wanted to apologize to Ethan, my pack/family and ( Read more... )

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I hate how I'm having a good day, and then all of a sudden...total shit. *sighs* I don't even know what I am like this. I just am. I constantly fall into these depressions. :/ leave my manic depressiveness aloooone. It's what makes me...me. SO sorry I can't live up to society's standards of being a caring, happy person. :/ You're ( Read more... )

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Nothing to exciting to relate, just a few things to sum up...I'm sorry that my last entry was so short...wasn't fucking meant to be. >/ I originally had written 6 paragraphs and for some reason, it disappeared once I had posted. It wasn't the first time it happened, either.

Well, most importantly, I figured out my career. Ever ( Read more... )

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Uhh....Hi. << >> Lesse...stuff happened. Which is why I am here. But, I'm lazy, so....Basic shit:

I took my first quiz today. Got a fucking 84%! That's bullshit. I KNOW I could have done way better. :/ Unfortunatly, I mis-read alot of the questions and got them wrong. I feel so stupid.

And my surgery appointment is a fucking day ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was Ethan's 24th birthday...holy crap he's old! Hahaha, jaykay. <3 Unfortunatly, I couldn't find anything to give him, I was pretty stumped. But I bought him flowers, which are on the coffee table, and a cake that I hid in the oven. >D So when he woke up, I pulled it out and everything. Then I took him out to a movie ( ( Read more... )

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Why is it, that while time passes on, my loves seems to develop onto a new stage? I figured it couldn't get any stronger than it has been...I was wrong. I know I'm content with my life, especially with Ethan, but whenever I see him, my heart stops and races at the same time. I feel like it beats solely for him. I love him with my ( Read more... )

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Hum. What to say....I went to the surgeon this afternoon. I get my tonsils out soon, in 2 weeks. :/ They said my recovery will be hard, because I'm so much older. Lol, and it seems that Sam has the same problem as me, though hers appears to be strep, I guess. ~.~

Ethan got back from his meeting with his boss person thingie...yay he' ( Read more... )

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It's been pretty laid back around here, mostly sitting around the house or running errands, or working. Yay, money! :3 My relationship with Ethan seemed to...I dunno, get more passionate after he and I had a fight the other day. Haha, how weird....ah well, I'll deal with it. I just realized how much time we spend with each other ( Read more... )