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I'm trying to eat.
TRYING TO EAT.

Fruits, bit of cereal, 2 coffees, stew with my mother,
That had better make her happy.
Cause I'm huge right now.

140 according to the scale. was 134 last week.
I hate Christmas.
FML.

On another note. Getting smokes finaly today. Only had 2 yesterday, it was painfull to go through the day with withdrawal symptoms already.

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[prettythin]

You're eating more than me, I'm only eating once a day and swallowing a ton of Coke Zeros... I wish I was at least down to your weight now, because I can't take this anymore. I mean I know I lost 8 lbs, but it's not enough... not til 130.

Cosmetology school makes it worse. NEVER DO IT.

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Gah, I use to eat around 1200 - 1400 cals a day, this year.
Exercise saved my ass, but it aint enough anymore.
And just keep your head up high hun, you can do it :)
Starting over is starting over, there's a low to it, But it'll come one day,
keep going strong :)

And I wont do cosmetology,lol I can barely take care of myself as it is...

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Really cute picture!
I'd post one of myself, but I'm afraid someone will recognize me.

I wish Christmas (and all of the Holidays really) weren't about food. I've gained weight as well. Blah, it sucks so much.

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thank you ! :)
I'm not too scared. If some one recognises me, then so be it :)

I knoww, it's awefull. But it only comes one time a year, I guess we SHOULD enjoy it at least a little lol. Oh well..