u know i really like it when u piss me off.. even better when u make me cry in ur eyes I"M the fucked up one.. well this time I'M oUT! doing what i should have done long ago... Go with some one that respects me for me n wouldn't fuck with mah emotions.. til u can respect me... this is PEACE ASSHOLE

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

As the blade ((*cuts*)) into my skin,

The pain poors on the floor

And as it leaves stains of red,

I want to do it more

Its not like i want to do it,

I just h.o.p.e i dont get [[caught]]

It will   l e a v e   a big scar,

Bigger than i ever thought

But i need to do it ::: now:::

I cant hold this {pain} in

I ---need-- to cut myself

n kill myself ( Read more... )

1) Do you believe in God? If so, why? If not, why not? Name one or more events that have led you to this.
yah, why.. i'm not quite sure.......Maybee i just do

2) Do you believe that all things happen for a reason? Why or why not?

yah but i'm not about to go all SPRITAL on you or nuttin but i do maybee we just can't see the reasons all the time

3) Who ( Read more... )

cells broken.. no fiXing it now....WTF.. i don't hAve the money to fix it...n my mom (who broke it) won't pay for it so idk what to do.....any have  a nextel??? i'll pay for it......CASH!... yah like thats gonna work..... GODDAMNIT... driving hour today.... SCARED.. i ain't gonna lie...lets just HOPE i don't cry this time.....

N i k k i i

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I wanna roll away like a roller blade

Nic0le

.........wip it out

d0n't mind if i do........

And n0w as the tears fl0w n my cheeks turn hot with anger, I kn0w the feeling of my own blood trickling d0wn my arm on the floor will release my pain n finally set me free from my personal hell...

got a letter from my dad yesterday.... asshole he is wanted to tell em how inconsiderite i am cuz i never see him.. even though HE'S the assh0le that told me to "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HIS HOUSE"  wtf... now i hafta go to court n shyt.. i really just don't understand why he can't leave me the fuck alone....what did i ever do to these ppl....NUTTIN.... ( Read more... )

hmm...........i hafta go to work today.. mah first day back in 2 weeks.. o well... i wish i didn't hafta go.. but what can u do?? it would be better if u know i got DECIENT hours you kno.... NOT 2-10.... so i could have maybee a LIFE other than CVS! gosh!get me all fired up!

nikkii

A few years ago, I used to look at the "teenagers" (you kno the kind, the ones that party , drink n r "BaD" ) that was chylling in their cars at the corner n be like "O wow .. there so koo..." I ain't gonna lie i usta wanna BE like them!  YA.. u kno what i mean???  well anyways last nite i realized that those ppl STILL hung out there cept now they ( Read more... )